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My name is Dennis Fagan. I run the
security for World Wrestling, and one of

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wrestlers that lives down there is
missing.

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Okay, and what's his name?

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Chris Benoit.

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Chris Benoit was considered by many of
us in the business as being one of the

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greatest workers in wrestling. He was
nicknamed the rabid wolverine, the

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Canadian crippler. They tried to reach
his wife, Nancy. She doesn't answer.

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tried to call his house. I plan on
ruling the wrestling world.

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She was in love, more in love than I'd
ever, ever seen her in my life. This was

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during Chris and Nancy's wedding. Daniel
was the best man, of course.

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All right, we'll go ahead and send
somebody out there to check on it. While

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wrestling world in shock today, former
champion Chris Benoit found dead in his

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Atlanta home along with his wife and
young son. Police now treating the

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discovery as a double murder -suicide.

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On June 25, 2007, Chris Benoit's brutal
murder of his wife and son dominated the

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news cycle, leaving the world searching
for answers.

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Going over it in my mind, like, why did
this happen? How did it happen? Could it

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have been stopped?

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Authorities say Benoit strangled his
wife and suffocated his son before

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himself in their home.

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The term has been being thrown around
everywhere, roid rage.

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When you look at Christopher Benoit's
brain, it is in fact shocking.

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For over a decade, those closest to the
killings have been left traumatized and

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desperate for closure.

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For the first time, friends and family
have come together to tell the story in

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their own words.

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Chris was just this gentle giant, and I
could never have imagined that he could

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hurt someone.

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He was probably the greatest wrestler
that's ever lived.

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And to have that same person who
murdered your family, that's not an easy

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statement for me to make.

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That's not the Chris that I knew.
There's so many details, it's so crazy

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understand. I need to talk about this.
If you don't want to hear it, if you're

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going to give me shit about it later and
say I'm glorifying a murderer, stop

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listening now.

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All right.

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All right, you ready?

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Let's rock.

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All right.

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So first, can you tell us who you are?

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I'm David Benoit, son of Chris Benoit.

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He's one of the greatest wrestlers of
all time, I believe.

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That was just his job. As soon as he got

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off the road, he was just dad.

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That was it, no matter what.

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My grandfather took him to his very
first show in Edmonton.

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And then he saw the Dynamite Kid.

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Against the Dynamite Kid, also 214 from
Liverpool.

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And then he's like, yep, that's what I
want to do.

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My dad, he looked up to him. That was
his idol.

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He emulated him. His work ethic, nothing
like it.

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And then he would do his signature
flying headbutt.

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He would climb up to the top rope, jump
off Spread Eagle, and connect.

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Busted his ass in the ring every single
night. Gave it 120 % no matter what.

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I got my very first Nintendo, and I had
WCW Mayhem, and I played as him.

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Chris Van Wall is on the radar as a pro
wrestler since, gosh, the 80s.

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I'm Jim Ross, got into wrestling in
1974.

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I'm now the senior advisor to AEW.

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I'm a wrestling fan, so if you're a
wrestling fan, how could you not be a

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Chris Benoit's work?

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He's always considered one of the best
workers ever, even when he's young. He

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was just a natural.

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My name is Chris Jericho.

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I've been wrestling for a long time,
almost 30 years.

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Watching Chris Benoit was one of the
reasons why I really enjoyed Stampede

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Wrestling and why I started really
thinking, maybe I can do this.

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Benoit's a rookie, but he does have the
moves.

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If you watch Stampede Wrestling, you can
tell that the guys were...

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The smaller guys, they were not as tall
as the giants that you could find in the

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WBF. I thought, wow, they're kind of my
size. So in that aspect, someone like

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Chris Bemel was kind of an early
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The most intense and believable
performer I've ever been in the ring

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with. He could see things that would
happen before they happened.

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His first job was wrestling, and his
last job was wrestling. All he ever did

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wrestle. The only thing he ever got a
paycheck from was wrestling.

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I was a huge fan of Chris right off the
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He's the ultimate performer.

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D -Maleka. I wrestled for ECW, WCW, and
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Chris was a very quiet, very reserved,
you know, very serious guy, and kind of

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like into his own.

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Little world at times, but when the red
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Benoit was a whole other person.

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Extremely focused, probably one of the
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in any sport, for that matter.

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Chris took nothing less than being
perfect.

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I did a few tours with Benoit over in
Japan, and we had a match. I gave him a

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spin kick, and I didn't hit him in the
head with it, nor should you. It's

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wrestling. You work together to put on a
show. He felt like he took it the wrong

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way. He felt that he exposed the
business with his ineptitude. Meanwhile,

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you nobody noticed anything because a
quick kick goes by. You take a bump.

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not on TV. Who cares?

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He cared.

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I found him in the back doing hack
squats, like Hindu squats where you just

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up and down. One, two.

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And I go, what's wrong? He's like, I
messed up that kick and I have to do

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now. I'm like, why?

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Who told you to do squats? Are you in
trouble? No, I'm just doing them on my

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own. I screwed up. I'm doing 500 squats.

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That was him. It's like he had to purge
himself and punish himself for making

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this minor mistake that to him was
everything.

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And Eddie was like that too.

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Wrestling fans, of course, all know who
Eddie Guerrero is. To many in the

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wrestling world, he's considered as one
of the absolute best wrestlers of all

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time.

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I'm Chavo Guerrero Jr., third
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legendary Guerrero family.

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When Eddie was about 18, he started
really training for wrestling, started

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wrestling all over Mexico, and then
transitioned into Japan and became one

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their top stars and was called Black
Tiger.

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He was this tall Mexican guy with long
hair and cowboy boots and pants that

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tight, and I loved his ass, and I
thought he was the most gorgeous guy.

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My name is Vicky Guerrero. I am a former
WWE superstar, and I fell

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in love with Eddie.

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He loved wrestling. He ate it. He dreamt
it. He was always doing promos in the

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bathroom mirror.

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He was always showing me, hey, can I try
this move on you and tell me if it

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hurts. Those were kind of fun days in
the bed. I mean, I'm not going to lie.

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Those were good times.

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Super nice, very friendly, would give
you the shirt off his back, like

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literally. Like you could just tell the
sweetness just exuded from this guy.

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A little bit crazy as any wrestler.

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can be, especially from that generation.
Very small, though. When we were in

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Japan, the referee, Hattori, used to
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Big, big upper body, small leg.

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I think Chris and Eddie first met in
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They would beat the shit out of each
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lot of money.

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Eddie would call me and be like, yeah.

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I can't stand this asshole. Like, he's
such a prick, and, you know, I can't

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believe I have to work with him for the
next week or two.

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I think even in today's world of
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back and watch those matches.

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Those guys were, like, way ahead of the
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I really wanted to be like those guys,
you know? Like, that's why my name was

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Lionheart for so long.

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Because I wanted to be an animal like
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Eddie was Black Tiger.

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Chris was Pegasus Kid, Wild Pegasus.

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Those two just saw things differently.

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And that was part of what made them so
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The more they fought, I think the more
that they started, you know, respecting

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each other, they hit it off. And they
ended up just, you know, being the best

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friends.

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These particular earrings are a pair
that my sister wore as a woman on WCW.

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I decided that I would wear what she
thought would look good on camera.

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My name is Sandra Toffoloni, and I am
the only sibling of Nancy Benoit.

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My sister Nancy just married right out
of high school.

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Her first husband was a huge wrestling
fan and got her to go into the matches,

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and she really liked it.

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There was a moment where I don't know if
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that picked her out of the crowd.

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You know, she's a beautiful woman.

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The first time it was just kind of like
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something else.

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She met Kevin Sullivan in Florida
Championship Wrestling.

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He's probably one of the greatest
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wrestling.

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Kevin Sullivan, who was the Satanic
character, and he was Satanic because he

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shaved an X into his chest hair and put
makeup on, you know.

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That was about the extent of his
Satanism, you know. He would wear a

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And they had an instant connection as
friends, and then not shortly after that

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were falling in love. She was already in
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husband.

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To Kevin, he had this...

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idea in his head to grow this gimmick of
he's the prince of darkness and he has

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this army of darkness behind him and
nancy by his side as the fallen angel

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welcome to polynesian pro wrestling i'm
angel your co -host and here's my master

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kevin sullivan no angel you've done a
fine job the name fallen angel came from

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your riot heap album and the cover of it
had this Beautiful woman in a leather

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-ish bikini with feathers and a sword.
And she looked at that cover and said,

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man, that's a gimmick.

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She was good at what she did. Probably
one of the first that really understood

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the art of being a valet or second, so
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She's the instrumental part in getting
heat, as we like to say.

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People would stop her. They recognized
her. They believed she was possessed.

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She'd be getting gas and they would come
over and like, we're just going to lay

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hands on you and pray, pray for your
soul.

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And she loved it because she knew if
they hate me, I'm absolutely doing my

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Because she wasn't a wrestler, but she
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performer. And that's a lost art. Now
there's no such thing, right? Every girl

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in the business has to be a wrestler.

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She wasn't that, but she probably knew
the business better than most.

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She did Kevin's makeup. She did her own
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She did everything, the hair, the
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Guys would break their tights. Nancy
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We had duffel bags full of boa
constrictors all around the house.

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In the beginning, how would you describe
their dynamic, like what they saw in

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each other, do you think?

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Nancy and Kevin's? Yeah. Oh, man.

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You know, he worshipped her, and she was
all in with him.

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She was in love, and their dynamic was
awesome.

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So they moved to WCW.

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It was a big step up, obviously, from
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WCW, where the big boys play.

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Dean Malenko, Crispin Waugh, and Eddie
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All three of them came to WCW together.

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What did they call this guy up north,
the Canadian Crippler?

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Did you see that? Kevin was a booker at
the time, booking productions, booking

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talent for storylines.

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Everyone kept talking about this really
great technical wrestler that was coming

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out. I knew he was new to the company,
and I know that my brother -in -law

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wanted to book him.

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I just knew Nancy is the fallen angel
character.

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Then getting to WCW, she was woman.

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I am woman.

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So men, look at it.

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Wish you had it.

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And eat your heart out. Woman was the
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it was most like her actual personality.

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I'm going to watch your every move, Ric
Flair.

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I'll see you at the class, big boy.

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She's independent. She takes nothing
from anyone.

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And got to help you if you get in her
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This one's for you.

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I know Kevin really, really liked Chris.
Really enjoyed working with him.

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And at that time, Kevin was booking
Chris and himself into matches, and

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kind of became a part of it. Things were
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nobody really knew what was going on.
Kevin Sullivan, it started out as you

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I, and then you brought Nancy into it.
The joke in the business is always that

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Kevin Sullivan booked his own divorce.

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It's funny to a point, and then it's
kind of not funny at all, because I'm

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certain that it was not meant to happen.

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Starting in WCW, Dean Malenko, Eddie
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together, they loved it. They were happy
when they were, you know, getting some

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props because even them being smaller in
a sense, they were the workhorses. You

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could always count on them.

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Benoit takes flight.

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He is on tour with a swan dive.

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So Kevin Sullivan, the booker, the story
maker, writes the story and has this

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idea to have...

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Woman, who is Nancy, leave Kevin's side
and start going with Kevin's arch rival,

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who is Chris Benoit. What's it feel like
losing the most important thing that

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you ever had?

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WCW would film vignettes with Chris and
Nancy being intimate together.

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I'll tell you what, it sure feels great
gaming.

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What they didn't plan for is that that
really happened.

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Nancy left Kevin Sullivan to go with
Chris Benoit.

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Kevin was used to her always being there
and kind of being his right -hand

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person. And with her focusing on her own
career, I think there were strains

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there. There were a couple of physical
altercations in the house, fights that

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escalated. Nancy would reach out to
Chris whenever she would have a bad

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with Kevin. And Chris was her safe
haven, you know, where she would go

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he was at.

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Chris was going through problems with
his wife at the time, so two people kind

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of gravitating toward each other because
they're, you know, having difficulties.

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So I got a call from my husband telling
me that Nancy had some problems and

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could I help her.

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I was working in a psychiatrist's office
and Chris brought her in to see me and

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she came in and removed her sunglasses
and she had a huge black eye.

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She told me Kevin had done that to her,
and I just told her that I'm going to

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help you in any way we can. We need to
document this.

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I was really hoping to try to help her
get out of that abusive relationship.

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I just thought it was going to blow up.

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Bash at the Beach was in Daytona Beach
at the Ocean Center.

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It was Kevin Sullivan going against
Chris.

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It was a great match.

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I thought it looked super realistic.

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And then at one point, Chris and Kevin
really started exchanging blows.

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Chris hit Kevin really hard on the side
of the head, and it broke his eardrum.

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The match ended, but the fight continued
backstage.

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And I was called out to go backstage.

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I started to watch towards Kevin.

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And Chris is like, no, no, don't do
that.

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And Kevin's yelling from the other end
of the hallway, come on, come on, come

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with me, come with me, we're leaving.

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Chris handed me the phone, and it was my
sister on the other end. She's like,

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Sandra, get out of there.

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Come home. Come to the condo.

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Just go with Chris.

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Do not go with Kevin.

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And I always do what my sister says, so
that's what I did. No explanation

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needed.

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I went to the condo, and my sister came
out to talk to me, and she was visibly,

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physically hurt.

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She explained to me that her injuries
were from Kevin and that Chris had

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her and that she was leaving Kevin.

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I told her she had to.

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Chris was a nice person and all I knew
about him was that he helped my sister

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a time that she really needed it. So for
that, he instantly had my thanks and my

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admiration.

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And she was...

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More in love than I'd ever, ever seen
her in my life.

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The way they looked at each other, we're
like, oh, yeah, it's going to work.

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And Nancy and I became master friends.

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Chris decided that he wanted to push his
career forward a little bit, and then

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she just really, really, really wanted
to focus on building the house and

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starting a family.

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And then all of a sudden, Daniel was
born.

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I have never seen Chris so...

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beyond himself, just excited.

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This is my favorite page because this
was during Chris and Nancy's wedding,

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Daniel was the best man, of course.

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This is the love that Chris and Nancy
always had.

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And then here's them feeding Daniel
after they got married, and Nancy being

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princess that she was.

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And David was there, too, Chris's
oldest.

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David is the son of Chris Benoit from
Chris' first marriage.

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Nancy, she treated me like I was her own
kid.

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We didn't use the word step in our
family, you know.

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We were family. We went and had fun,
went to Chuck E. Cheese with Daniel and

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Nancy, and, you know, it was good times.

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This is my very favorite photo of David
and Daniel.

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It's flippin' adorable.

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I mean, that's what siblings are.

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You hang on to one another and hope for
the best for each other.

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He'd look up to me, you know?

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I loved him.

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I protected him.

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We wanted to be tag team champions.

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That's what we wanted to do, be the tag
team champions of the world together.

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So in WCW, there was definitely a
ceiling.

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that you would reach.

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The bigger guys were getting all the TV
spotlights.

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If you weren't like seven foot tall and
huge muscles, you know, you didn't get

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the main event.

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Chris was getting a little irritated
about the situation with happening at

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at the time and never seeing herself in
the main event spot because we kept

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getting pushed down.

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So we decided to take a walk.

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I cannot believe this.

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Eddie Guerrero, Chris Benoit, Dean
Malenko on WWF Raw.

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They walked out, WWF picked them up in
one second, and the rest is history.

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But all three of them got to WWE, then
you really saw the strengths.

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Their intelligence for the business and
their view of the business and seeing,

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like, we see this, they saw this.

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Eddie became one of the best characters
of all time as well as being one of the

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best in -ring champions.

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And Benoit became just this killer, you
know, no -nonsense Clint Eastwood

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performer. It was like Dirty Harry.

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Go ahead, make my day. Benoit, he's a
rabid wolverine.

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Chris Benoit's been a main eventer for
years.

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It wasn't a matter that he was too
short.

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Perceived as too short.

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Imagine that.

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Benoit's a magnificent, extraordinary
athlete.

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I always thought, man, getting Benoit
here, it's going to create these great

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matchups. And it did.

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It was a no -brainer.

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But also, Chris was always very much a
great father, you know, very much about

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his family.

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His kids were always high up on his
list.

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When Daniel got a little older, Chris
would bring him to the ring.

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And of course, any time when Chris
brought the kids around, we'd all play

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him.

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It really pained him when he had to miss
certain things. I remember at one

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point... I said something along the
lines of, like, I got to be home on

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Halloween. He's like, oh, man, I wish I
could go home for Halloween, but I got

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to work.

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And I miss Father's Day, too. I'm like,
as we do, we'll just get those days off.

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And it's almost like he didn't want to
ask for days off because, you know,

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sacrificing for his art, I guess you
would say.

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And there's a similarity between Chris
and Eddie in that both of them

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a lot for their art.

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Chris and Eddie basically gave their
life for pro wrestling.

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For Eddie, wrestling was everything. God
was first, and then family and

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wrestling were a close second.

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You know, sometimes we'd be in the
locker room, and Eddie's naked in the

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room reading scripture to other
wrestlers and telling them about God.

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Chris wasn't religious at all.

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And Eddie was the one that started
introducing him about God.

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And Chris was very receptive, and he
always listened to Eddie. And Eddie had

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even given him a Bible one Christmas.

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And Chris always had that on him, and
that was something that meant a lot to

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Eddie, to always be a witness to Chris,
you know, and to help him try and find

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his higher power.

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Chris was very quiet, very reserved, and
it took a while for him to trust

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somebody. Eddie would be his go -to guy.
He'd go and talk to him about certain

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things, whether it be marriage problems
or family or professional problems.

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They'd always confide in each other, and
that's what their friendship was. And I

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know that Chris didn't have that with a
lot of people.

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Chris, he was blowing up. He was getting
bigger as a wrestler.

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And to have Nancy behind him, he was
really happy.

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She was the driving force and
motivation, sort of taking care of.

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everything else that wasn't related to
wrestling.

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She wanted him to be happy and to be
successful and to be with his best

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Eddie was injured a lot. He had a lot of
pain and a lot of injuries that he

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couldn't get operations for.

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And as a wrestler, you never say that
you need time off because...

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As soon as you're off TV for four or six
months, you know, someone else is going

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to come and replace you. And that was
something that was always in Eddie's

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You know, I was like, I can't stop now.

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Everything he did was wrestling, even to
the point where I know he was in a lot

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of pain, but he still wanted to wrestle.
That's what he does. That's what he

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did. That's who he was.

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And there was also a lot of, I mean,
let's be honest, we're adults. We all

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the same shit. There's a lot of
drinking. There's a lot of drugs.

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But the more that Eddie was trying to
hide his injuries with the drugs and the

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alcohol, it was just getting to a
downward spiral.

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You know, I thought Chris several
different times to make sure that Eddie

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tucked in bed okay, you know, and put on
his side so he wouldn't throw up on

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himself.

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But then Eddie started getting DUIs and
crashing his car and, you know, having

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overdose problems.

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There were three ODs that Eddie did in
our house. The first two, I called the

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ambulance. And all they did was release
him the next afternoon.

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They just sent him home.

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The third time, I just let him lay
there.

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I actually left and took the girls to
school and just told God, if you're

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to take him, just take him now because
it was a bad place in my life.

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A lot of Russ's were dying from
substance abuse issues. And in the back

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mind, always you're like, man, is Eddie
going to be one of those? Is he going to

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be a statistic?

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Eddie showed up to work high one day
where he was in bad shape. And I think

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when they saw that and Eddie couldn't
perform, that's when he said, we're

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to go ahead and let you go. He called me
and said, well, I got fired.

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I finally was like, well, thank God. I
mean, because now the worst that could

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ever be imagined.

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is happening.

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They sent him to rehab, lost everything,
and had to go from the depths of hell

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and work his way up the system again.

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Little by little, he started changing
his life to get clean.

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After that, his wife came back, his
family came back, his life came back.

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And that's where Eddie got rehired from
WWE, and things were great. He was in

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the best shape.

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WrestleMania 20, the fans knew the
history of Eddie and Chris.

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So the night in New York, it's the right
time for both of these guys.

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Me and Nancy were watching from the
skybox.

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We were jittery and we were nervous and
we were excited and we were stressed too

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because we didn't know, you know, if
they were going to win or what the

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was.

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When Eddie won, it was pure joy.

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See my dad in the ring?

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He was my hero.

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I remember it like yesterday, man.

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Jumped up after he won the belt.

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Nancy and I were crying, and the girls
were excited.

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And, of course, you see the confetti
and, you know, all the fans just on

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feet.

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And then I got to see Eddie Guerrero go
out there.

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Best friend.

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What a moment.

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I'll never forget that.

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And that's why that's one of the best
moments in not just wrestling history, I

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think TV history.

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It was the happy storybook ending of
WrestleMania.

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You know, thank God the office finally
saw those guys for what they were.

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It was my favorite time, my favorite
match.

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I wish those two just retired right
after that, to be honest with you.

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I have never, ever seen a closer
relationship or friendship between

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two wrestlers as I did between Chris and
Eddie. It was an actual, real, no

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bullshit, out of the ring, caring
relationship.

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So there's a super show in Minneapolis.

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We got a flight to Minneapolis. It was a
few hours, so Eddie's sitting there

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talking to me, and then he kind of just,
he kind of passes out, sleeps. And I'm

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like, well, I didn't know that this had
been happening to Eddie. He started

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talking to people and passed out in the
middle of the sentence.

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So we get off the plane in Minneapolis,
check into our hotel that we always go

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to, and we had seen Chris in the lobby
also.

449
00:28:56,320 --> 00:28:57,880
Say, I'll see you down in the morning.
Okay.

450
00:28:58,360 --> 00:29:02,480
It's 7 o 'clock, and we're going to go
work out. You know, three of us

451
00:29:02,660 --> 00:29:03,660
This is the way it was.

452
00:29:04,220 --> 00:29:05,740
Eddie goes to his room. I go to my room.

453
00:29:06,900 --> 00:29:10,240
Next morning, I get a call about 5 .30.

454
00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:11,800
It's the front desk.

455
00:29:12,340 --> 00:29:13,340
Something's wrong with your uncle.

456
00:29:14,340 --> 00:29:16,880
What do you mean something's wrong with
my uncle? So I get a knock on my door.

457
00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:18,520
Security guard.

458
00:29:18,840 --> 00:29:22,000
He's taking me into Eddie's room. I go,
what's going on?

459
00:29:22,420 --> 00:29:24,040
He goes, well, your uncle didn't.

460
00:29:24,350 --> 00:29:28,210
He didn't answer his wake -up call. So
we came to his room and knocked.

461
00:29:28,530 --> 00:29:31,730
No answer. With the latch on, that means
someone's in here.

462
00:29:32,270 --> 00:29:34,170
So they cut the latch off.

463
00:29:34,430 --> 00:29:37,190
I walk in, and I look in the bathroom. I
see Eddie face down.

464
00:29:38,550 --> 00:29:39,550
He's in his underwear.

465
00:29:39,690 --> 00:29:40,950
His toothbrush was in his hand.

466
00:29:44,010 --> 00:29:48,430
I grab him. I kind of try to shake him,
and he's moving, and I hear him

467
00:29:48,430 --> 00:29:50,570
gurgling.

468
00:29:53,870 --> 00:29:59,550
And I'm like, Eddie, Eddie, wiping his
face and he's like,

469
00:29:59,710 --> 00:30:06,290
he's still there, man. And we're trying
and then all of a sudden

470
00:30:06,290 --> 00:30:11,270
he's in my arms and he's not there
anymore.

471
00:30:14,910 --> 00:30:18,050
He passed in my arms, like literally.

472
00:30:28,629 --> 00:30:30,610
I haven't been to this moment in a long
time.

473
00:30:41,330 --> 00:30:47,250
Then I get a call from Chris. And Chris
goes, hey, man, I'm downstairs. Where

474
00:30:47,250 --> 00:30:47,929
are you?

475
00:30:47,930 --> 00:30:52,610
Hey, man, are you sitting down? He goes,
yeah. And I go, Eddie passed away this

476
00:30:52,610 --> 00:30:56,730
morning. And all you hear is from a guy
with no emotion whatsoever.

477
00:30:57,030 --> 00:30:58,030
You hear.

478
00:30:58,240 --> 00:30:59,240
A whale.

479
00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:10,580
Just this whale from deep down, like a
heartbreak.

480
00:31:10,980 --> 00:31:12,940
If you've ever heard one, this was
heartbreaking.

481
00:31:15,900 --> 00:31:17,180
Then Vince called me.

482
00:31:18,660 --> 00:31:21,140
And he said, he goes, Vicki.

483
00:31:21,760 --> 00:31:23,160
And he's just crying.

484
00:31:23,400 --> 00:31:27,100
I'm just like, I go, is it true? And
he's passed away.

485
00:31:27,600 --> 00:31:29,580
He said, I'm sorry.

486
00:31:34,700 --> 00:31:38,240
Chris went over there and kind of knelt
down and just steady on the forehead. I

487
00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:43,260
went over there and kind of like the
same thing. It was hard. I mean, here's

488
00:31:43,260 --> 00:31:47,700
buddy that you've been with for eight,
ten years, every day pretty much.

489
00:31:51,720 --> 00:31:56,180
And there wasn't really any sign that
obviously he had relapsed. He didn't

490
00:31:56,180 --> 00:32:00,370
relapse. The verdict was heart disease
at 38.

491
00:32:01,810 --> 00:32:05,350
I remember the day that my sister called
me hysterical. I couldn't even

492
00:32:05,350 --> 00:32:08,970
understand her. You take some breaths
and you tell me what's going on. She

493
00:32:08,970 --> 00:32:13,210
couldn't even get the words out. She
told me I just burst into tears.

494
00:32:13,410 --> 00:32:18,270
And I thought about the kids and Vicki
really, you know, just a flash in my

495
00:32:18,270 --> 00:32:22,970
head. And then my next thought was, oh,
my God, Chris.

496
00:32:26,670 --> 00:32:28,430
Eddie Guerrero has passed away.

497
00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:32,590
The tribute that WWE did couldn't have
been any better.

498
00:32:33,410 --> 00:32:36,290
Yeah, the whole stage was filled with
everyone from backstage.

499
00:32:36,870 --> 00:32:38,530
But all I could remember was Chris.

500
00:32:39,130 --> 00:32:40,370
He was just crying.

501
00:32:40,910 --> 00:32:42,330
Now I know that I love you.

502
00:32:43,150 --> 00:32:44,190
I miss you.

503
00:32:47,990 --> 00:32:51,330
One by one, they took different talent.
They wanted to talk about Eddie. Eddie's

504
00:32:51,330 --> 00:32:52,330
passing, Eddie's life.

505
00:32:52,550 --> 00:32:53,890
And Chris did it.

506
00:32:54,830 --> 00:32:56,130
Probably really difficult to do.

507
00:32:56,710 --> 00:32:58,190
Because I had a hard time getting
through it.

508
00:32:58,530 --> 00:33:02,150
I want to thank you from my heart and
tell you that I love you and I'll never

509
00:33:02,150 --> 00:33:03,150
forget you.

510
00:33:04,090 --> 00:33:05,690
And that we'll see each other again.

511
00:33:06,730 --> 00:33:07,830
I love you, Eddie.

512
00:33:11,930 --> 00:33:15,570
I believe it was very hard for him, you
know.

513
00:33:15,850 --> 00:33:18,110
I even cried after for him.

514
00:33:19,330 --> 00:33:22,410
Funerals are never good, but Eddie's
funeral was very hard.

515
00:33:23,340 --> 00:33:30,180
When I saw Benoit, he, man, he came and
gave me a hug, but it was like the most

516
00:33:30,180 --> 00:33:37,040
desperate, saddest, I'm hanging on for
dear life hug that you could ever get.

517
00:33:38,280 --> 00:33:44,860
Sobbing, deep, hitching sobs and leaving
literally a patch of wetness on the

518
00:33:44,860 --> 00:33:49,900
shoulder of my suit that soaked through
to the shirt, went through the jacket

519
00:33:49,900 --> 00:33:50,900
and shirt of tears.

520
00:33:55,440 --> 00:33:58,340
I'd never seen Chris show emotion
before.

521
00:33:58,660 --> 00:34:02,400
You know, of course it affected all of
us, but I just think it affected Chris

522
00:34:02,400 --> 00:34:04,720
just like so much more.

523
00:34:04,940 --> 00:34:07,140
It affected Chris like a spouse or
something.

524
00:34:17,739 --> 00:34:22,159
When Eddie passed away, not only did it
end Chris and Eddie's relationship, in a

525
00:34:22,159 --> 00:34:24,260
lot of ways it kind of ended mine with
him too.

526
00:34:24,670 --> 00:34:28,250
I think he just became more and more of
a hermit and didn't want to see people

527
00:34:28,250 --> 00:34:29,250
that he knew.

528
00:34:31,210 --> 00:34:35,969
I remember seeing him at Eddie's
funeral, and the WWE guys had to leave

529
00:34:35,969 --> 00:34:37,170
after the funeral to fly to Europe.

530
00:34:37,469 --> 00:34:42,330
You have Chris who has this horrible
damage done to him where he's crying,

531
00:34:42,510 --> 00:34:46,070
sobbing, the lowest point of his life,
and as soon as the funeral's done, he

532
00:34:46,070 --> 00:34:47,949
goes on a plane and flies to Europe to
wrestle.

533
00:34:48,409 --> 00:34:49,409
I didn't get that.

534
00:34:49,610 --> 00:34:53,530
You know, I thought if there's ever a
time to take some time off.

535
00:34:53,980 --> 00:34:59,120
or to give someone some time off. I
think Chris needed to be away from stuff

536
00:34:59,120 --> 00:35:02,640
a while, but I think he just continued
on because he didn't know what else to

537
00:35:02,640 --> 00:35:04,400
do. He didn't handle it well.

538
00:35:05,200 --> 00:35:06,400
Let me just say it like that.

539
00:35:09,200 --> 00:35:13,580
I was in bed, like, for the first week
after we buried Eddie, and Nancy was the

540
00:35:13,580 --> 00:35:18,440
first one at the house, and she helped
me with everything. I mean, she was the

541
00:35:18,440 --> 00:35:21,080
one who was making sure that the kids
were fed.

542
00:35:21,580 --> 00:35:23,900
Finally, she just walked in my room and
she's like, enough.

543
00:35:24,300 --> 00:35:25,300
She goes, enough.

544
00:35:25,500 --> 00:35:26,920
Get up and shower.

545
00:35:27,460 --> 00:35:30,780
Get up because you have two girls that
still love you and they need you.

546
00:35:31,160 --> 00:35:33,740
And I didn't want to do anything.

547
00:35:33,980 --> 00:35:36,760
And she threw me in the shower.

548
00:35:37,060 --> 00:35:38,600
She got the girls dressed.

549
00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:40,860
And she goes, we're going to lunch.

550
00:35:41,700 --> 00:35:45,180
She was my angel in so many ways.

551
00:35:46,410 --> 00:35:50,010
She just immediately went into planning
mode. I'm going to help with this, and

552
00:35:50,010 --> 00:35:54,110
I'm going to do that. I mean, that was
her knee -jerk reaction to grief and

553
00:35:54,110 --> 00:35:57,670
heartache. But Chris locked down.

554
00:36:00,490 --> 00:36:05,070
And Nancy stayed with me for a month
after Eddie passed away, and Chris would

555
00:36:05,070 --> 00:36:09,490
come in when they were off, and I would
find Chris on Eddie's side of his bed,

556
00:36:09,630 --> 00:36:12,970
and Chris would just be laying there
crying, holding Eddie's pillow.

557
00:36:14,480 --> 00:36:19,800
Eddie had a beautiful gym upstairs, and
I would go upstairs, and the girls would

558
00:36:19,800 --> 00:36:22,340
come down, and they would say, Mom,
Chris is crying again.

559
00:36:26,120 --> 00:36:29,840
And I would go to the gym, and Chris
would just be sitting on the bench just

560
00:36:29,840 --> 00:36:32,740
crying. He goes, I'm lost without Eddie
being here.

561
00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:36,960
To see him just crying in my arms, it
was very emotional.

562
00:36:38,300 --> 00:36:43,100
He was this big, strong man who was
tough and quiet and strong.

563
00:36:44,880 --> 00:36:46,080
He broke my heart.

564
00:36:47,420 --> 00:36:51,000
You know, but then you see Chris, you
know, around the other wrestlers or in a

565
00:36:51,000 --> 00:36:52,980
meeting and he had his face on.

566
00:36:53,260 --> 00:36:56,380
So professional, like you wouldn't even
think that anything was bothering him.

567
00:36:57,060 --> 00:37:01,880
But Chris was getting more and more
distant where he was not being seen as

568
00:37:01,880 --> 00:37:04,960
backstage, you know, where I couldn't
find him. Like Nancy would call me and

569
00:37:04,960 --> 00:37:07,360
like, how's Chris doing today? And I
said, well, I haven't seen him.

570
00:37:08,140 --> 00:37:11,500
She talked to me about it several times.
She was like, there's something going

571
00:37:11,500 --> 00:37:13,320
on and I don't know what it is.

572
00:37:13,690 --> 00:37:15,590
You got to tell me if you notice
something.

573
00:37:15,910 --> 00:37:17,770
And I was like, yeah, there's something
up.

574
00:37:18,250 --> 00:37:22,170
He just seemed different. He was talking
more about other wrestlers that had had

575
00:37:22,170 --> 00:37:26,530
children kidnapped and fans that went
sideways and were violent.

576
00:37:27,050 --> 00:37:32,090
He used to take different cars and
different ways to the gym that we had

577
00:37:32,090 --> 00:37:33,090
going to for years.

578
00:37:34,950 --> 00:37:36,990
It was super random.

579
00:37:37,310 --> 00:37:40,450
He just didn't want to be places and be
seen.

580
00:37:40,650 --> 00:37:44,140
There was a level of... Paranoia we had
never, ever seen before.

581
00:37:45,020 --> 00:37:48,360
Nancy started getting really worried.
She's like, I'm really worried for

582
00:37:48,480 --> 00:37:51,060
This is really affecting him in so many
ways.

583
00:37:52,060 --> 00:37:54,060
He was just sad all the time and
depressed.

584
00:37:54,460 --> 00:37:55,460
He was impatient.

585
00:37:55,500 --> 00:37:58,520
There was a lot of fighting going on for
reasons that she didn't understand why

586
00:37:58,520 --> 00:37:59,520
he would be upset.

587
00:37:59,660 --> 00:38:03,200
And she would just be like, life is just
really hard right now. Like, Chris is

588
00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:05,940
just irritable and he doesn't want to
talk to me.

589
00:38:06,620 --> 00:38:09,840
He's mad all the time. You know, he was
just mad at life in general.

590
00:38:10,680 --> 00:38:14,520
There were a few months where he
completely closed off, not really even

591
00:38:14,520 --> 00:38:16,700
to Nancy, not really talking to anyone.

592
00:38:17,240 --> 00:38:21,740
So we got Chris a journal so that he
could write to Eddie.

593
00:38:22,160 --> 00:38:27,040
I think that after we got him that
journal is when he started opening up a

594
00:38:27,040 --> 00:38:27,939
little bit more.

595
00:38:27,940 --> 00:38:33,180
Because writing to him, he started
feeling like maybe Eddie was with him in

596
00:38:33,180 --> 00:38:36,340
spirit or in heart by just being able to
talk to him every day.

597
00:38:37,390 --> 00:38:41,350
Was there any point when Nancy wanted
Chris to maybe step away from wrestling

598
00:38:41,350 --> 00:38:43,190
all? That last year.

599
00:38:43,870 --> 00:38:50,350
She didn't think that it was healthy
physically or mentally for him to be on

600
00:38:50,350 --> 00:38:55,570
road and doing so much work in the same
places that he and his best friend used

601
00:38:55,570 --> 00:38:57,430
to be and do things together.

602
00:38:57,870 --> 00:39:00,750
I remember talking to him and he's like,
every building I go to.

603
00:39:01,520 --> 00:39:04,140
All I can do is think of Eddie. Okay,
we're in Kansas City. Last time I was

604
00:39:04,140 --> 00:39:07,980
here, Eddie was here. And now we're in
New Mexico. Last time I was here, Eddie

605
00:39:07,980 --> 00:39:11,220
was here. And I think all of those
things were kind of signs that something

606
00:39:11,220 --> 00:39:12,840
really serious was going on with him.

607
00:39:13,540 --> 00:39:19,540
He was so grief -stricken on a
monumental level that she thought that

608
00:39:19,540 --> 00:39:23,520
the company and staying in the business
was going to eventually harm his well

609
00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:24,520
-being.

610
00:39:31,600 --> 00:39:33,940
It's Saturday night. We're going to go
into Laredo, Texas.

611
00:39:34,320 --> 00:39:35,360
We're doing the Texas Loop.

612
00:39:36,460 --> 00:39:41,640
I get to Laredo, and Chris, myself, and
Scott Armstrong are going to ride

613
00:39:41,640 --> 00:39:42,640
together.

614
00:39:43,060 --> 00:39:47,020
And then later, I get a call from Chris,
and he goes, oh, man, I'm not going to

615
00:39:47,020 --> 00:39:48,020
make it.

616
00:39:48,180 --> 00:39:49,158
I go, what's wrong?

617
00:39:49,160 --> 00:39:54,460
He goes, oh, Daniel and Nancy have food
poisoning, and I'm just trying to take

618
00:39:54,460 --> 00:39:55,460
care of them.

619
00:39:55,580 --> 00:39:57,720
And I'm like, oh, man, are you good? You
all right?

620
00:39:58,160 --> 00:39:59,580
And he's like, yeah, I'm all right.

621
00:39:59,950 --> 00:40:00,948
I'm okay, I'm okay.

622
00:40:00,950 --> 00:40:02,890
I said, well, tomorrow we're in Houston
for the pay -per -view.

623
00:40:03,090 --> 00:40:04,310
So he goes, okay, okay, great.

624
00:40:04,810 --> 00:40:06,310
I said, okay, man. And he goes, chavo.

625
00:40:07,150 --> 00:40:08,150
Chavo.

626
00:40:08,610 --> 00:40:09,448
I go, yeah?

627
00:40:09,450 --> 00:40:11,590
And he goes, I love you.

628
00:40:12,930 --> 00:40:14,910
And I'm like, okay, brother, I love you
too, man.

629
00:40:15,570 --> 00:40:16,570
Hmm.

630
00:40:16,970 --> 00:40:17,970
That was weird.

631
00:40:18,050 --> 00:40:19,270
And I go, are you okay?

632
00:40:19,490 --> 00:40:22,830
He's like, yeah, I'm okay, man. Just,
you know, just, I'm just really tired.

633
00:40:23,350 --> 00:40:26,150
I said, okay, man. Okay, well, you can
call me if you need to get any problem.

634
00:40:26,250 --> 00:40:27,250
Okay, well, I will.

635
00:40:27,570 --> 00:40:28,570
So then...

636
00:40:28,900 --> 00:40:29,900
That's it.

637
00:40:30,560 --> 00:40:36,480
About 5 .30 in the morning, I get a
text, and it was from Chris's phone. And

638
00:40:36,480 --> 00:40:43,260
said, the dogs are in the enclosed pool
area, and the back door is open.

639
00:40:43,820 --> 00:40:47,800
So I'm half asleep, and I see this text,
and I'm like, the heck is that?

640
00:40:48,440 --> 00:40:52,960
All of a sudden, 30 seconds later, I get
another text from Nancy's phone, and it

641
00:40:52,960 --> 00:40:54,100
says the exact same thing.

642
00:40:54,460 --> 00:40:56,200
I was like, that's weird.

643
00:40:57,230 --> 00:41:00,390
I get another text right afterwards. It
tells me his physical address.

644
00:41:00,730 --> 00:41:01,689
What is that?

645
00:41:01,690 --> 00:41:06,330
So I disregard it, thinking I'm picking
Chris up in three hours at the airport.

646
00:41:07,390 --> 00:41:11,570
So then I meet Scott downstairs. We go
get breakfast, and I talk to him. I go,

647
00:41:11,590 --> 00:41:15,150
hey, did you get a weird text from
Chris? He goes, yeah, I did.

648
00:41:15,990 --> 00:41:17,130
I said, what did it say?

649
00:41:17,790 --> 00:41:19,190
And he said the exact same thing.

650
00:41:19,910 --> 00:41:21,530
We drive to Corpus Christi for the next
show.

651
00:41:21,810 --> 00:41:23,430
Still no word from Chris.

652
00:41:24,370 --> 00:41:28,000
So the head of talent relations, Johnny
Ace, asked me, hey, Chavo, have you

653
00:41:28,000 --> 00:41:29,660
heard from Chris? And I said, no.

654
00:41:29,880 --> 00:41:32,920
I said, but look, Johnny, and I break
out my phone and I show him. These are

655
00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:35,020
texts that I got from Chris yesterday.

656
00:41:35,380 --> 00:41:38,620
And Johnny, in his raspy voice, is like,
Chavo, why didn't you show us these

657
00:41:38,620 --> 00:41:41,920
yesterday? And I'm like, look, man, we
were covering for Chris.

658
00:41:42,140 --> 00:41:44,080
We didn't know where he was. You didn't
know where he was.

659
00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:47,860
The office is starting to get concerned
because it was getting to be like 1, 2,

660
00:41:47,900 --> 00:41:49,020
3 o 'clock in the afternoon.

661
00:41:49,320 --> 00:41:52,640
So Vince McMahon had sent a wellness
check to his house.

662
00:41:53,640 --> 00:41:56,900
My name is Dennis Fagan. I run the
security for World Wrestling, and one of

663
00:41:56,900 --> 00:42:00,100
wrestlers that lives down there is
missing. We need a welfare check done.

664
00:42:00,400 --> 00:42:01,400
And what's his name?

665
00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:05,240
Chris Benoit. It's spelled B -E -N -O -I
-T.

666
00:42:05,500 --> 00:42:07,220
Okay, and he's a wrestler?

667
00:42:09,240 --> 00:42:13,400
So this man calls a meeting at the ring.

668
00:42:14,040 --> 00:42:18,200
Dean Malenko's sitting next to me. I
just had this really bad feeling.

669
00:42:18,880 --> 00:42:20,420
Dean's like, there's something wrong.

670
00:42:21,040 --> 00:42:22,280
Something is not right.

671
00:42:22,880 --> 00:42:28,320
That's when Vince McMahon stands up at
the ring and says, we just got word that

672
00:42:28,320 --> 00:42:32,960
Chris Benoit, Nancy, and Daniel have all
passed away.

673
00:42:35,060 --> 00:42:37,960
And the gasps, of course, around the
ring.

674
00:42:39,260 --> 00:42:43,080
I remember Vicky just let out this
hurling scream.

675
00:42:43,840 --> 00:42:49,900
I freaked out and I started crying and
Dean kind of stood up and he grabbed my

676
00:42:49,900 --> 00:42:51,740
hand and he took me off to the back.

677
00:42:53,339 --> 00:42:56,940
So then Vince is backstage and I walk up
to Vince and I said, what happened?

678
00:42:56,960 --> 00:42:58,300
What happened? And I'm a little frantic.

679
00:42:58,940 --> 00:43:02,100
And he says, they're gone. I said, what
do you mean they're gone? And he hugs me

680
00:43:02,100 --> 00:43:03,100
super tight.

681
00:43:04,760 --> 00:43:09,880
And my head's on his shoulder, like
crying to Vince. Like, no, no, no. Like,

682
00:43:09,900 --> 00:43:11,040
what happened? I don't understand.

683
00:43:11,300 --> 00:43:12,300
I don't understand.

684
00:43:12,660 --> 00:43:14,840
Nobody understood because no one knew
the details yet.

685
00:43:15,400 --> 00:43:16,740
I didn't know what was going on.

686
00:43:17,240 --> 00:43:19,320
But I'd heard enough to know that
something's not right.

687
00:43:19,780 --> 00:43:23,990
If you would have lined up 100 people
against the wall, I said, name one

688
00:43:23,990 --> 00:43:25,330
going to kill his family.

689
00:43:26,910 --> 00:43:27,970
How can this be?

690
00:43:28,950 --> 00:43:31,270
Like, how could he have done this? He
fooled us all.

691
00:43:36,550 --> 00:43:39,170
I went from just being a regular welfare
chick.

692
00:43:39,410 --> 00:43:41,210
Okay, we've got something more serious
here.

693
00:43:41,550 --> 00:43:45,030
I came out of the theater and I turned
my phone on and I had like 22 missed

694
00:43:45,030 --> 00:43:46,090
calls from my parents.

695
00:43:46,470 --> 00:43:51,890
The cop told me that they all passed
away over the weekend.

696
00:43:52,490 --> 00:43:55,450
You didn't want to believe it. Can't
believe it. Can't be true.

697
00:43:55,930 --> 00:43:56,930
But it was.

698
00:43:57,130 --> 00:44:02,110
The act of what he did is unthinkable,
unforgivable.

